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   Even you may not see them yet, but I shall keep...
[06/05/2010 4:41 am]
Even you may not see them yet, but I shall keep them safeNo word shall be lost, and in the good time I shall give them back to youIt is a hard thing that I ask, but you will do it, will you not, for Lucy's sake?" Arthur spoke out heartily, like his old self, "DrVan Helsing, you may do what you willI feel that in saying this I am doing what my dear one would have approvedI shall not trouble you with questions till the time comes The old Professor stood up as he said solemnly, "And you are rightThere will be pain for us all, but it will not be all pain, nor will this pain be the lastWe and you too, you most of all, dear boy, will have to pass through the bitter water before we reach the sweetBut we must be brave of heart and unselfish, and do our duty, and all will be well!" I slept on a sofa in Arthur's room that nightVan Helsing did not go to bed at allHe went to and fro, as if patroling the house, and was never out of sight of the room where Lucy lay in her coffin, strewn with the wild garlic flowers, which sent through the odour of lily and rose, a heavy, overpowering smell into the night MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL 22 September-In the train to ExeterIt seems only yesterday that the last entry was made, and yet how much between then, in Whitby and all the world before me, Jonathan away and no news of him, and now, married to Jonathan, Jonathan a solicitor, a partner, rich, master of his business, MrHawkins dead and buried, and Jonathan with another attack that may harm himSome day he may ask me about itI am rusty in my shorthand, see what unexpected prosperity does for us, so it may be as well to freshen it up again with an exercise anyhow The service was very simple and very solemnThere were only ourselves and the servants there, one or two old friends of his from Exeter, his London agent, and a gentleman representing Sir John Paxton, the President of the Incorporated Law SocietyJonathan and I stood hand in hand, and we felt that our best and dearest friend was gone from us We came back to town quietly, taking a bus to Hyde Park CornerJonathan thought it would interest me to go into the Row for a while, so we sat downBut there were very few people there, and it was sad-looking and desolate to see so many empty chairsIt made us think of the empty chair at homeSo we got up and walked down PiccadillyJonathan was holding me by the arm, the way he used to in the old days before I went to schoolI felt it very improper, for you can't go on for some years teaching etiquette and decorum to other girls without the pedantry of it biting into yourself a bitBut it was Jonathan, and he was my husband, and we didn't know anybody who saw us, and we didn't care if they did, so on we walkedI was looking at a very beautiful girl, in a big cart-wheel hat, sitting in a victoria outside Guiliano's, when I felt Jonathan clutch my arm so tight that he hurt me, and he said under his breath, "My God!" I am always anxious about Jonathan, for I fear that some nervous fit may upset him againSo I turned to him quickly, and asked him what it was that disturbed him He was very pale, and his eyes seemed bulging out as, half in terror and half in amazement, he gazed at a tall, thin man, with a beaky nose and black moustache and pointed beard, who was also observing the pretty girlHe was looking at her so hard that he did not see either of us, and so I had a good view of himHis face was not a good faceIt was hard, and cruel, and sensual, and big white teeth, that looked all the whiter because his lips were so red, were pointed like an animal'sJonathan kept staring at him, till I was afraid he would noticeI feared he might take it ill, he looked so fierce and nastyI asked Jonathan why he was disturbed, and he answered, evidently thinking that I knew as much about it as he did, "Do you see who it is?" "No, dear," I said"I don't know him, who is it?" His answer seemed to shock and thrill me, for it was said as if he did not know that it was me, Mina, to whom he was speaking"It is the man himself!" The poor dear was evidently terrified at something, very greatly shop terrified

   Clare?s white, marble-like face, and the first...
[05/05/2010 5:23 am]
Clare?s white, marble-like face, and the first tears he had shed since Eva died stood in his eyes ?Get up, child,? said Miss Ophelia, in a softened voice; ?don?t cry soMiss Eva is gone to heaven; she is an angel ?But I can?t see her!? said Topsy?I never shall see her!? and she sobbed again They all stood a moment in silence ?She said she loved me,? said Topsy,??she did! O, dear! oh, dear! there an?t nobody left now,?there an?t!? ?That?s true enough? said StClare; ?but do,? he said to Miss Ophelia, ?see if you can?t comfort the poor creature ?I jist wish I hadn?t never been born,? said Topsy?I didn?t want to be born, no ways; and I don?t see no use on ?t Miss Ophelia raised her gently, but firmly, and took her from the room; but, as she did so, some tears fell from her eyes ?Topsy, you poor child,? she said, as she led her into her room, ?don?t give up! I can love you, though I am not like that dear little childI hope I?ve learnt something of the love of Christ from herI can love you; I do, and I?ll try to help you to grow up a good Christian girl Miss Ophelia?s voice was more than her words, and more than that were the honest tears that fell down her faceFrom that hour, she acquired an influence over the mind of the destitute child that she never lost ?O, my Eva, whose little hour on earth did so much of good,? thought StClare, ?what account have I to give for my long years?? There were, for a while, soft whisperings and footfalls in the chamber, as one after another stole in, to look at the dead; and then came the little coffin; and then there was a funeral, and carriages drove to the door, and strangers came and were seated; and there were white scarfs and ribbons, and crape bands, and mourners dressed in black crape; and there were words read from the Bible, and prayers offered; and StClare lived, and walked, and moved, as one who has shed every tear;?to the last he saw only one thing, that golden head in the coffin; but then he saw the cloth spread over it, the lid of the coffin closed; and he walked, when he was put beside the others, down to a little place at the bottom of the garden, and there, by the mossy seat where she and Tom had talked, and sung, and read so often, was the little graveClare stood beside it,?looked vacantly down; he saw them lower the little coffin; he heard, dimly, the solemn words, ?I am the resurrection and the Life; he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live;? and, as the earth was cast in and filled up the little grave, he could not realize that it was his Eva that they were hiding from his sight Nor was it!?not Eva, but only the frail seed of that bright, immortal form with which she shall yet come forth, in the day of the Lord Jesus! And then all were gone, and the mourners went back to the place which should know her no more; and Marie?s room was darkened, and she lay on the bed, sobbing and moaning in uncontrollable grief, and calling every moment for the attentions of all her servantsOf course, they had no time to cry,?why should they? the grief was her grief, and she was fully convinced that nobody on earth did, could, or would feel it as she didClare did not shed a tear,? she said; ?he didn?t sympathize with her; it was perfectly wonderful to think how hard-hearted and unfeeling he was, when he must know how she suffered So much are people the slave of their eye and ear, that many of the servants really thought that Missis was the principal sufferer in the case, especially as Marie began to have hysterical spasms, and sent for the doctor, and at last declared herself dying; and, in the running and scampering, and bringing up hot bottles, and heating of flannels, and chafing, and fussing, that ensued, there was quite a diversion Tom, however, had a feeling at his own heart, that drew him to his masterHe followed him wherever he walked, wistfully and sadly; and when he saw him sitting, so pale and quiet, in Eva?s room, holding before his eyes her little open Bible, though seeing no letter or word of what was in it, there was more sorrow to Tom in that still, fixed, tearless eye, than in all Marie?s moans and lamentations In a few days the StClare family were back again in the city; Augustine, with the restlessness of grief, longing for another scene, to change the current of his thoughtsSo they left the house and garden, with its little grave, and came back to New Orleans; and StClare walked the streets busily, and strove to fill up the chasm in his heart with hurry and bustle, and change of place; and people who saw him in the street, or met him at the cafe, knew of his loss only by the weed on his hat; for there he was, smiling and talking, and reading the newspaper, and speculating on politics, and attending to business matters; and who could see that all this smiling outside was but a hollowed shell over a heart that was a dark and silent sepulchre? ?MrClare is a singular man,? said Marie to Miss Ophelia, in a complaining tone?I used to think, if there was anything in the world he did love, it was our dear little Eva; but he seems to be forgetting her very easilyI cannot ever get him to talk about herI really did think he would show more feeling!? ?Still waters run deepest, they used to tell me,? said Miss Ophelia, oracularly ?O, I don?t believe in such things; it?s all talkIf people have feeling, they will show it,?they can?t help it; but, then, it?s a great misfortune to have feelingI?d rather have been made like StMy feelings prey upon me so!? ?Sure, Missis, Mas?r StClare is gettin? thin as a shaderThey say, he don?t never eat nothin?,? said shop Mammy

   The results of schools, founded for them by...
[03/05/2010 8:51 pm]
The results of schools, founded for them by benevolent individuals in Cincinnati, fully establish this The author gives the following statement of facts, on the authority of Professor CStowe, then of Lane Seminary, Ohio, with regard to emancipated slaves, now resident in Cincinnati; given to show the capability of the race, even without any very particular assistance or encouragement The initial letters alone are givenThey are all residents of CincinnatiFurniture maker; twenty years in the city; worth ten thousand dollars, all his own earnings; a BaptistFull black; stolen from Africa; sold in New Orleans; been free fifteen years; paid for himself six hundred dollars; a farmer; owns several farms in Indiana; Presbyterian; probably worth fifteen or twenty thousand dollars, all earned by himselfFull black; dealer in real estate; worth thirty thousand dollars; about forty years old; free six years; paid eighteen hundred dollars for his family; member of the Baptist church; received a legacy from his master, which he has taken good care of, and increasedFull black; coal dealer; about thirty years old; worth eighteen thousand dollars; paid for himself twice, being once defrauded to the amount of sixteen hundred dollars; made all his money by his own efforts?much of it while a slave, hiring his time of his master, and doing business for himself; a fine, gentlemanly fellowThree-fourths black; barber and waiter; from Kentucky; nineteen years free; paid for self and family over three thousand dollars; deacon in the Baptist churchThree-fourths black; white-washer; from Kentucky; nine years free; paid fifteen hundred dollars for self and family; recently died, aged sixty; worth six thousand dollars Professor Stowe says, ?With all these, except G??, I have been, for some years, personally acquainted, and make my statements from my own knowledge The writer well remembers an aged colored woman, who was employed as a washerwoman in her father?s familyThe daughter of this woman married a slaveShe was a remarkably active and capable young woman, and, by her industry and thrift, and the most persevering self-denial, raised nine hundred dollars for her husband?s freedom, which she paid, as she raised it, into the hands of his masterShe yet wanted a hundred dollars of the price, when he diedShe never recovered any of the money These are but few facts, among multitudes which might be adduced, to show the self-denial, energy, patience, and honesty, which the slave has exhibited in a state of freedom And let it be remembered that these individuals have thus bravely succeeded in conquering for themselves comparative wealth and social position, in the face of every disadvantage and discouragementThe colored man, by the law of Ohio, cannot be a voter, and, till within a few years, was even denied the right of testimony in legal suits with the whiteNor are these instances confined to the State of OhioIn all states of the Union we see men, but yesterday burst from the shackles of slavery, who, by a self-educating force, which cannot be too much admired, have risen to highly respectable stations in societyPennington, among clergymen, Douglas and Ward, among editors, are well known instances If this persecuted race, with every discouragement and disadvantage, have done thus much, how much more they might do if the Christian church would act towards them in the spirit of her Lord! This is an age of the world when nations are trembling and convulsedA mighty influence is abroad, surging and heaving the world, as with an earthquakeAnd is America safe? Every nation that carries in its bosom great and unredressed injustice has in it the elements of this last convulsion For what is this mighty influence thus rousing in all nations and languages those groanings that cannot be uttered, for man?s freedom and equality? O, Church of Christ, read the signs of the times! Is not this power the spirit of Him whose kingdom is yet to come, and whose will to be done on earth as it is in heaven? But who may abide the day of his appearing? ?for that day shall burn as an oven: and he shall appear as a swift witness against those that oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and that turn aside the stranger in his right: and he shall break in pieces the oppressor Are not these dread words for a nation bearing in her bosom so mighty an injustice? Christians! every time that you pray that the kingdom of Christ may come, can you forget that prophecy associates, in dread fellowship, the day of vengeance with the year of his redeemed? A day of grace is yet held out to usBoth North and South have been guilty before God; and the Christian church has a heavy account to answerNot by combining together, to protect injustice and cruelty, and making a common capital of sin, is this Union to be saved,?but by repentance, justice and mercy; for, not surer is the eternal law by which the millstone sinks in the ocean, than that stronger law, by which injustice and cruelty shall bring on nations the wrath of Almighty God! Each summer as usual a batch of Chinese students were returning home after completing their studies abroad, and about a dozen of them were aboardMost were young people who had not as yet found employment; they were hastening back to China at the start of the summer vacation to have more time to look for jobsThose who had no worries about jobs would wait until the cool autumn before sailing leisurely toward homeAlthough some of those on board had been students in France, the others, who had been studying in England, Germany and Belgium, had gone to Paris to gain more experience of nightlife before taking a French ship homeMeeting at a far corner of the earth, they became good friends at once, discussing the foreign threats and internal turmoil of their motherland, wishing they could return immediately to serve herThe ship moved ever so slowly, while homesickness welled up in everyone's heart and yearned for releaseThen suddenly from heaven knows where appeared two sets of mahjong, the Chinese national pastime, said to be popular in America as wellThus, playing mahjong not only had a down-home flavour to it but was also in tune with world trendsAs luck would have it, there were more than enough people to set up two tables of mahjongSo, except for eating and sleeping, they spent their entire time gamblingBreakfast was no sooner over than down in the dining room the first round of mahjong was to shop begin

   LES SOINS LES PLUS ATTENTIFS N'EN SAUROIENT...
[02/05/2010 8:58 pm]
LES SOINS LES PLUS ATTENTIFS N'EN SAUROIENT PRESERVER LES OBSERVATEURS LES PLUS EXERCES, et celui qui ne produiroit que des angles toujours parfaitment d'accord auroit ete singulierement bien servi par les circonstances ou ne seroit pas bien sincere--BASE DU SYSTEME METRIQUE, Discours Preliminaire, p This desire for extreme accuracy has called away the attention of experimenters from points of far greater importance, and it seems to have been too much overlooked in the present day, that genius marks its tract, not by the observation of quantities inappreciable to any but the acutest senses, but by placing Nature in such circumstances, that she is forced to record her minutest variations on so magnified a scale, that an observer, possessing ordinary faculties, shall find them legibly written He who can see portions of matter beyond the ken of the rest of his species, confers an obligation on them, by recording what he sees; but their knowledge depends both on his testimony and on his judgment He who contrives a method of rendering such atoms visible to ordinary observers, communicates to mankind an instrument of discovery, and stamps his own observations with a character, alike independent of testimony or of judgment ON THE ART OF OBSERVING The remarks in this section are not proposed for the assistance of those who are already observers, but are intended to show to persons not familiar with the subject, that in observations demanding no unrivalled accuracy, the principles of common sense may be safely trusted, and that any gentleman of liberal education may, by perseverance and attention, ascertain the limits within which he may trust both his instrument and himself If the instrument is a divided one, the first thing is to learn to read the verniers If the divisions are so fine that the coincidence is frequently doubtful, the best plan will be for the learner to get some acquaintance who is skilled in the use of instruments, and having set the instrument at hazard, to write down the readings of the verniers, and then request his friend to do the same; whenever there is any difference, he should carefully examine the doubtful one, and ask his friend to point out the minute peculiarities on which he founds his decision This should be repeated frequently; and after some practice, he should note how many times in a hundred his reading differs from his friend's, and also how many divisions they usually differ The next point is, to ascertain the precision with which the learner can bisect an object with the wires of the telescope This can be done without assistance It is not necessary even to adjust the instrument, but merely to point it to a distant object When it bisects any remarkable point, read off the verniers, and write down the result; then displace the telescope a little, and adjust it again A series of such observations will show the confidence which is due to the observer's eye in bisecting an object, and also in reading the verniers; and as the first direction gave him some measure of the latter, he may, in a great measure, appreciate his skill in the former He should also, when he finds a deviation in the reading, return to the telescope, and satisfy himself if he has made the bisection as complete as he can In general, the student should practise each adjustment separately, and write down the results wherever he can measure its deviations Having thus practised the adjustments, the next step is to make an observation; but in order to try both himself and the instrument, let him take the altitude of some fixed object, a terrestrial one, and having registered the result, let him derange the adjustment, and repeat the process fifty or a hundred times This will not merely afford him excellent practice, but enable him to judge of his own skill The first step in the use of every instrument, is to find the limits within which its employer can measure the SAME OBJECT UNDER THE SAME CIRCUMSTANCES It is only from a knowledge of this, that he can have confidence in his measures of the SAME OBJECT UNDER DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES, and after that, of DIFFERENT OBJECTS UNDER DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES These principles are applicable to almost all instruments If a person is desirous of ascertaining heights by a mountain barometer, let him begin by adjusting the instrument in his own study; and having made the upper contact, let him write down the reading of the vernier, and then let him derange the UPPER adjustment ONLY, re-adjust, and repeat the reading When he is satisfied about the limits within which he can make that adjustment, let him do the same repeatedly with the lower; but let him not, until he knows his own errors in reading and adjusting, pronounce upon those of the instrument In the case of a barometer, he must also be assured, that the temperature of the mercury does not change during the interval A friend once brought to me a beautifully constructed piece of mechanism, for marking minute portions of time; the three- hundredth parts of a second were indicated by it It was a kind of watch, with a pin for stopping one of the handsI proposed that we should each endeavour to stop it twenty times in succession, at the same point We were both equally unpractised, and our first endeavours showed that we could not be confident of the twentieth part of a secondIn fact, both the time occupied in causing the extremities of the fingers to obey the volition, as well as the time employed in compressing the flesh before the fingers acted on the stop, appeared to influence the accuracy of our observationsFrom some few experiments I made, I thought I perceived that the rapidity of the transmission of the effects of the will, depended on the state of fatigue or health of the body If any one were to make experiments on this subject, it might be interesting, to compare the rapidity of the transmission of volition in different persons, with the time occupied in obliterating an impression made on one of the senses of the same persons For example, by having a mechanism to make a piece of ignited charcoal revolve with different degrees of velocity, some persons will perceive a continuous circle of light before others, whose retina does not retain so long impressions that are made upon it ON THE FRAUDS OF OBSERVERS Scientific inquiries are more exposed than most others to the inroads of pretenders; and I feel that I shall deserve the thanks of all who really value truth, by stating some of the methods of deceiving practised by unworthy claimants for its honours, whilst the mere circumstance of their arts being known may deter future offenders There are several species of impositions that have been practised in science, which are but little known, except to the initiated, and which it may perhaps be possible to render quite intelligible to ordinary understandings These may be classed under the heads of hoaxing, forging, trimming, and cooking This, perhaps, will be better explained by an exampleGioeni, a knight of Malta, published at Naples an account of a new family of Testacea, of which he described, with great minuteness, one species, the specific name of which has been taken from its habitat, and the generic he took from his own family, calling it Gioenia Sicula It consisted of two rounded triangular valves, united by the body of the animal to a smaller valve in shop front

   Clare had a decided genius for musicHis touch was...
[01/05/2010 8:57 pm]
Clare had a decided genius for musicHis touch was brilliant and firm, and his fingers flew over the keys with a rapid and bird-like motion, airy, and yet decidedHe played piece after piece, like a man who is trying to play himself into a good humorAfter pushing the music aside, he rose up, and said, gayly, ?Well, now, cousin, you?ve given us a good talk and done your duty; on the whole, I think the better of you for itI make no manner of doubt that you threw a very diamond of truth at me, though you see it hit me so directly in the face that it wasn?t exactly appreciated, at first ?For my part, I don?t see any use in such sort of talk,? said Marie?I?m sure, if anybody does more for servants than we do, I?d like to know who; and it don?t do ?em a bit good,?not a particle,?they get worse and worseAs to talking to them, or anything like that, I?m sure I have talked till I was tired and hoarse, telling them their duty, and all that; and I?m sure they can go to church when they like, though they don?t understand a word of the sermon, more than so many pigs,?so it isn?t of any great use for them to go, as I see; but they do go, and so they have every chance; but, as I said before, they are a degraded race, and always will be, and there isn?t any help for them; you can?t make anything of them, if you tryYou see, Cousin Ophelia, I?ve tried, and you haven?t; I was born and bred among them, and I know Miss Ophelia thought she had said enough, and therefore sat silentClare whistled a tuneClare, I wish you wouldn?t whistle,? said Marie; ?it makes my head worse?Is there anything else you wouldn?t wish me to do?? ?I wish you would have some kind of sympathy for my trials; you never have any feeling for me ?My dear accusing angel!? said St ?It?s provoking to be talked to in that way ?Then, how will you be talked to? I?ll talk to order,?any way you?ll mention,?only to give satisfaction A gay laugh from the court rang through the silken curtains of the verandahClare stepped out, and lifting up the curtain, laughed too ?What is it?? said Miss Ophelia, coming to the railing There sat Tom, on a little mossy seat in the court, every one of his button-holes stuck full of cape jessamines, and Eva, gayly laughing, was hanging a wreath of roses round his neck; and then she sat down on his knee, like a chip-sparrow, still laughing ?O, Tom, you look so funny!? Tom had a sober, benevolent smile, and seemed, in his quiet way, to be enjoying the fun quite as much as his little mistressHe lifted his eyes, when he saw his master, with a half-deprecating, apologetic air ?How can you let her?? said Miss Ophelia ?Why, I don?t know, it seems so dreadful!? ?You would think no harm in a child?s caressing a large dog, even if he was black; but a creature that can think, and reason, and feel, and is immortal, you shudder at; confess it, cousinI know the feeling among some of you northerners well enoughNot that there is a particle of virtue in our not having it; but custom with us does what Christianity ought to do,?obliterates the feeling of personal prejudiceI have often noticed, in my travels north, how much stronger this was with you than with usYou loathe them as you would a snake or a toad, yet you are indignant at their wrongsYou would not have them abused; but you don?t want to have anything to do with them yourselvesYou would send them to Africa, out of your sight and smell, and then send a missionary or two to do up all the self-denial of elevating them compendiouslyIsn?t that it?? ?Well, cousin,? said Miss Ophelia, thoughtfully, ?there may be some truth in this ?What would the poor and lowly do, without children?? said StClare, leaning on the railing, and watching Eva, as she tripped off, leading Tom with her?Your little child is your only true democratTom, now is a hero to Eva; his stories are wonders in her eyes, his songs and Methodist hymns are better than an opera, and the traps and little bits of trash in his pocket a mine of jewels, and he the most wonderful Tom that ever wore a black skinThis is one of the roses of Eden that the Lord has dropped down expressly for the poor and lowly, who get few enough of any other kind ?It?s strange, cousin,? said Miss Ophelia, ?one might almost think you were a professor, to hear you talk ?A professor?? said St ?Yes; a professor of religion ?Not at all; not a professor, as your town-folks have it; and, what is worse, I?m afraid, not a practiser, shop either

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